11 weeks and 2 days

Ok so I had the first ultrasound last week. It was pretty cool. They put me back in dates so now instead of being due on the 4th of october (I thought the 10th) I'm due on the 15th. No biggie, plus its DH's birthday so kinda spesh. Bubbies come when they want to anyway, not by your "date" its only a measurement.

Having trouble being happy at the moment. Not sure wether its hormonal or depression setting in. Or maybe a combination of both? Anyway, keeping an eye on myself, but have been really really (and I mean really) down. Been shopping a LOT. Spending too much money. I always buy stuff for the kids and DH, usually nothing on me and that way I can justify it as a necessary expense. Gawd that sounds pa-the-tic!

Building a bridge.....
trying to focus on happy things and thinking of buying an intelligender. (theyre now shipping to Australia YAY) Just so I have something happy to focus on with this pregnancy and when I discover the gender (in conjunction with the 20 week ultrasound) I can really plan and choose names and clothes to really make myself more excited. see here intelligender

anyway, DD is crying so better choof off... love to all